Sunday, July 20, 2014

Suing the American Psychiatric Association:

I am looking for an attorney to help me sue the American Psychiatric Association for the culture of stigma that exists in communities, media and the public's perspective against a diagnosed person when a person is diagnosed with a major mental illness diagnosis out of the DSM IV.

I have extensive personal evidence and records of stigma against me in my community as a mental ill diagnosed person as well as a quick search on the Internet will result in many applicable and evident documentation of stigma, including renowned psychiatrist Dr. E. Fuller Torrey's quote of "schizophrenia is the modern day equivalent of leprosy."

As no person is autonomous in this world and it takes two to tango, I can document verbal and physical stigma against me on the part of police in the community wherein I live, mental health staff at clinics to which I have had appointments, family, so called friends and strangers resulting in a degenerative well being for me: such as excessive suicide ideation and a suicide attempt in 2008 for which I was hospitalised for the eighth time in my life.

Friday, July 18, 2014

Frustrated:

Of all the ways that I have tried to communicate ideas, plans, experiences, life events, etc. or try to communicate about those things are always met by devil's advocate rebuttals and retorts that end in people hanging me out to dry.

I have no way of expressing anything utilising the English language, much less to a lot of people with a tongue in cheek, lexicon repertoire in utilising the English language to communicate my thoughts.

I find that I cannot communicate verbally with a lot of people due to the fact that most in this community are the kind that if I look at someone funny: they are liable to beat me up.  The world is full of con men and narcs who call the police over nothing.

I am tired of my situation and need a change.  I need somebody to whom I can communicate through talking in English.  Sometimes, I will say a word another person doesn't understand and the person will have a perplexed look as if they don't understand what I just communicated, but the person will not interject and ask what a word means in constructs of English language to express thoughts and ideas.

Saturday, July 5, 2014

Fed Up:

The next door house is hosting a loud, underage party singing Happy birthday to the nation on the night of the 4th, 2014 and set off fireworks amidst tinder box houses all built circa 1910 with dry timber all up inside the erections at caterwauling teeny-boppers being prompted to "drink, drink, drink."

I managed to drown out the noise with my 10,000 BTUs.

They are the same neighbours from out west who move here, have no idea and accuse me who has been living here for thirteen years of ransacking change out of their vehicles.

What I don't understand about the time that everybody's tire is slashed is why the tire slashers didn't slash two or all four tires on all the vehicles and rip apart the windshield wipers too with a key swipe across the paint jobs on the vehicles that night!?!  (I guess that they didn't think of it!)

Not the first time that I am accused and it is a plethora of times that I am accused from everything like stealing heat living above another apartment when I explain "heat rises" to a list too long to list here without it reading like a rant.

All I know is that if I even "squeak" my chair or speak an octave higher than a whisper, the police will be knocking at the door because someone calls them on me: much more if I am to host an underage, drinking party keeping the neighbourhood awake with fire crackers and "drink, drink, drink" chants...

Thursday, June 12, 2014

The news that "general assistance"...

http://www.pressherald.com/2014/06/12/maine-to-halt-funds-for-illegal-immigrants-aid/

The news that "general assistance" (food, water, clothing, shelter and refuge from elements of society and environment) will be denied anyone, anywhere is further proof that people involved in pursuing such an agenda are "xenophobic" and most likely do not know what xenophobia is and of what it is a product, as in to determine psychologically what a person's motive is in denying people (not to mention, animals) basic life support in a society of the "plenty greedy."

I'd have to diagnose the officials who legislated the agenda of denying "general assistance" are guilty of at least several cognates according to the "Seven Deadly Sins." Yet, they that institute such a measure attend church for TV cameras, it seems.

I was homeless for three years living out of a truck in Washington State, locking myself in a library twelve hours per day and attending the local churches' suppers: at least five suppers per week at different churches.The closest thing to a church supper by church ladies for the homeless in Maine and in New England and in a lot of places is a liver and peas brunch.

The Maine delegation to cut off general assistance to approx. 1,000 people saving $1 million / year while the same delegates pay $1 million for a 6-month plagiarism study on welfare fraud in Maine is akin to throwing acid into a pool because of racism, xenophobia, bigotry, etc.

America is a land of "plenty greedy people" when multi-billion dollar corporations are offered incentives and essentially, kickbacks in off shore accounts and other tax incentives while outside CEO headquarters: a homeless man/woman/child is told to move along because he is holding a sign trying to make a buck.

Tuesday, May 13, 2014

Word Art:

EYES
WEEPING
EYES, RENT IN TWAIN, STRAIN TO SEA
WIND WEARY MAGNOLIA TREES AND
WYNTON BURRS REIGNING FREE
SEE ICY SEAS FACE CLIFFS
WHY RELAX MOON EYES
DRIVE WEARY STRAIN WAN
RACE LEFT A NEST A FELT SEA
WE SAW NEW DABS WAX & WAN
BE IT TO THE WHEEL OF FORTUNE
WYNTON WIND AND EYES RIVE TO BE
WEEPING 
EYES.
Can an eel sense bias in news?
Dictum ensures enabled, sane,
Slanted, unbiased sensibilities
Biased by sensible, new news.
Sensing biased, slanted news,
(censurable au-real sensibilia),
News slants are sense biased.
Eels and you ensure sonar by
Uncanny ability at said dictum.
Sensibilia-what may be sensed-
Enables dictated, slanted rants,
Dances of banter on the screen,
Incensed chances at audiences,
Among Ben Franklin and buttons.
ZYGOTHiX-samson sees delilah babbling Babylonian-XiHTOGNEZ
ZENGOTE-clamorous monkeys taunt human audiences-ETOGYZ
snowe balls "alack in unity" deigning to dignity;
concordant collegiate limy crowned king cowers;
concomitant conflation commodes contaminates;
raised tables serve statuesque night goddesses;
cairns crane sane paths amidst mountain views;
banes of existence come in shadows of a name;
sips of wine while I dine is no crime as I rhyme;
as Don Quixote, if ass gets stuck in ditch, pull;
rat race inducts are efficacious deliberates;
clinical literary license evokes critical lies;
voracious appetites flaw character code;
scintillating flecks flicker flights of fancy;
glitteratti models quote cinched monks;
diabolical extremities cloak split minds;
altruistic stipulations create quagmires;
colloquial variations constipate phonetics;
lines cognate to limitless means and ends;
invisibility invokes a stymied, vacant cry wolf;
intrepid limpid dissipates bray into bloody frays;
vociferated vernacular vei|s vanity violently vying;
teeming tenacity tantalizes tendencies to telepathy;
intimate indecencies inspires articulate conspiracies;
coagulate correspondences circulate correlated words;
a cad ass sits, splits and plunks dynamos flushing to sea;
creepy crawls crammed creamy crimson cones in collision;
plucked hens cluck amuck countering cornice cockle-dudes;
synaptical claps placate cystic clans pining nay say sin pangs;
slain saints nit salt in latin sanity saying it to tan city tic slacks;
sublimate supplications surround serene super sonar sounds;
in yesterday, yonkers yammered yarns to yummy mummies;
a neologistic moniker pneumatically abraded sensibilities;
assimilated simplicity pitched charisma against entropy;
latent lament lingers long into wailing moons waning;
vaunted vanes verily vilifies venison during season;
acrylic cream flakes mint tulips to sate passion;
sinisterly claimed core blames nomenclatures;
every hair is counted by contrary countries;
see icy sea face cliff, why relax moon eye;
limber limbic system intensifies pleasure;
"out damned spot," bloody red summer;
allegoric limericks sharpen stony wit;
phobic inflection fuses flagrant fins;
fearsome flares invite vindication;
sully syndicates extrapolate toil;
carbuncle skin reflects boons;
Alone, men ride many miles;
no sun shines, croon loons;
broken bony remains blare;
fortunes trickle conniptions
to fall from window frames,
as pea seas waver & crash.
___/..___

Words that appear only once or up to 34 times in the King James Version of the Bible using a bible search.

Goodman:
Knots mirror greyhound funerals
A clear beam to elect a happy fourteenth.
A physician, idle in the eleventh, was in an earthquake.    
Weave late ewe with a lent network on a penny and lick tie!  
... can music chastise a lewd, black thief to lose a void cross, 
He spit in the fifteenth hole to discern dance and being sorry... 
Whether thirteenth, eighteenth or thirtieth: shower, lace and a frog.  
A dart loops a pigeon toe in apple haven where rail ware vanishes.  
A shrewd, twisted pick positions a demonstration which is hale and rue.  
A coward motions at crashing planets verses chant magic in a visible vault.  
Pictures of a dull babbler termed Beans are: manger, shelter, a sixteenth of a circle and oars.  
An owl tail magician and carpenter nail by degree a soft teacher signet and simple quarter pipe.  
Lieutenant: abase seventeenth egg in fiftieth ink pen on eighteen Hearth Square, by diverse cow.  
A crave for cool, apothecary, weed twigs and a rampart against sixtieth Latin, science-angle apes.  
Adder sting is cinnamon sour; mustard and lentils are quarrels for eternity with an invisible fortieth mote. 
A tortured, yellow-bastard vagabond was rude to a lady with brown paper, a rash and in motion to decease.  
Words that appear only once or up to 34 times in the King James Version of the Bible using a bible search.
A tortured, yellow-bastard vagabond was rude to a lady with brown paper, a rash and in motion to decease.  
Adder sting is cinnamon sour; mustard and lentils are quarrels for eternity with an invisible fortieth mote. 
A crave for cool, apothecary, weed twigs and a rampart against sixtieth Latin, science-angle apes.  
Lieutenant: abase seventeenth egg in fiftieth ink pen on eighteen Hearth Square, by diverse cow. 
An owl tail magician and carpenter nail by degree a soft teacher signet and simple quarter pipe.  
Pictures of a dull babbler termed Beans are: manger, shelter, a sixteenth of a circle and oars.  
A coward motions at crashing planets verses chant magic in a visible vault.  
A shrewd, twisted pick positions a demonstration which is hale and rue.  
A dart loops a pigeon toe in apple haven where rail ware vanishes.  
Whether thirteenth, eighteenth or thirtieth: shower, lace and a frog.  
He spit in the fifteenth hole to discern dance and being sorry... 
... can music chastise a lewd, black thief to lose a void cross, 
Weave late ewe with a lent network on a penny and lick tie!  
A physician, idle in the eleventh, was in an earthquake. 
A clear beam to elect a happy fourteenth.
Knots mirror greyhound funerals.
Goodman:
JSB

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